2:22

i didnt want to be that guy

that guy that ruined things for you

but it looks like ive gone and ruined things for you

because when i start things i cant see them through 

id like to say its your fault

but thatd make me a liar

if i told you the truth, as cliche as it is,

thatd make me a crier.

the pain you put me through seems to never end

but sure. we can stay friends

i know its unintentional

but every time you mention all

the ways youre better off without me

i start to feel guilty

for all the times ive wronged you

all the times ive longed for you

all the times ive lied about the thoughts behind my eyes

id like to say im a better man on my own

but wait, hold the phone

its anxiety

it says im not allowed to be free

from everything youve done to me

everything youve done unintentionally

and now you want him

and im left here

all but two days later

i think its clear

scrap that

anxiety thinks its clear

i wasnt good enough for your greatness

i was just a burden

you told me you wanted to help but i knew that behind all that was an annoyed upperclassman who wanted some stupid kid off his back

thats all i am

a stupid kid

i act like i have the world in my hands

but, man, when im given the chance

to take control and solve my issues

im left wondering if you still care like you used to

and i know that you do

just not in the same way

i wish you knew the pain that comes with hearing your name

because now i cant help but think of what ive lost

what youve found

i dont wanna be that guy

that guy that made you realise how much pain im bound. for.

but it looks like ive made you see

all the things you did to me